What I know now…is that you can’t make other’s happy if they are not happy. I learned that I don’t expect anything back…but I also don’t expect things in return like negativity..I’m very hurt and I feel defeated but I know that time will heal me like always. I know now that I really don’t like being accused of things I didn’t do and all that work….all that planning and worrying..never again. I have put someone first so much that I forgot to acknowledge those who appreciate me the most. I feel terrible that I put other’s first before my love but I’m going to make it up this whole year to him. =)